delivering the tangibles.

"The arts are no way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable." ~Kurt Vonnegut, "A Man Without A Country"

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

im not ready.

going through my calendar today seeing that technically today is the first week in august i realized something...im not ready to go back to school. im ready for the classes and workload, but im not ready for the outside pressures and the extreme stress of the environment. this year is going to be one of the worst in terms of extreme stress in the environment because its senior year and everyones looking for jobs, getting rejections, settling for jobs that didnt really want, and just all around freaking out because they are entering the real world. me, on the other hand, i will be hoping i get into my 4+1 masters program and looking for alternatives just in case that falls through. im even now starting to doubt if i want to stay an extra year, at least an immediate extra year...

but im not freaking out...most of you that know me know how i freak out when it comes to this kind of uncertainty, but im not. maybe this means im growing up...maybe it just means that my 3 months away has made me realize that nothing means the end of the world and that no matter what we truck on...either way i know that even tho i may not be ready to go back to the unnecessary excess stress and the ridiculous human beings that go to cornell, ill make it work.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

see it can happen...

public transportation can become mainstream...you just have to be a bitch about it.

Monday, July 23, 2007

incredible.

jk rowling has been able to get children from a culture where reading is not usually considered a form of entertainment but rather an obligatory torturous activity to willingly for-go television, video games and computer entertainment and read a total of over 3500 pages.

not to mention the 294890324873284203 adults who will wait in line until 2am, a good 3-4 hours past most of their bedtimes, for a copy of the last installment in the series about a boy who must save the world while still dealing with standardized tests and classroom boners. (note: there is never any mention of harry dealing with this pubescent horror, but im positive he had to with cho chang, gorgeous veela and ginny running around)

and tho most series' endings, no matter the media, leave a little bit of dissapointment in the avid fan (aka me), i do not have one complaint or suggestion for a better conclusion...

to me, it is perfect.

that, ladies and gentleman, is the definition of incredible.

Friday, July 20, 2007

liberated.

i finally feel like myself again. coming back to ithaca has been extremely hard for me because everything that i had associated with ithaca is gone, either temporarily or forever. since may when i got back i have been going through this constant struggle fueled by reverse culture shock and the pains of growing up in general. but today i finally feel whole, as if i have successfully fused the person i was before i left with the person i am now after my ecuador experience. its like a took a huge emotional poo and feel like i lost 10 pounds of doubt, confusion and indecision (dont pretend like you dont know what those poo's feel like...i know you do).


im back. get ready.


and to luke...im going to miss you. make the most of it. and use protection.

and arthur...welcome back. even though you were in latin america for 10 months doesnt mean you're latino. but we will support you through your identity crisis anyway, especially if there is salsa involved.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

designers can change the world.

Bruce Mau Design
An Incomplete Manifesto for Growth

Written in 1998, the Incomplete Manifesto is an articulation of statements that exemplify Bruce Mau's beliefs, motivations and strategies. It also articulates how the BMD studio works.

1. Allow events to change you. You have to be willing to grow. Growth is different from something that happens to you. You produce it. You live it. The prerequisites for growth: the openness to experience events and the willingness to be changed by them.

2. Forget about good. Good is a known quantity. Good is what we all agree on. Growth is not necessarily good. Growth is an exploration of unlit recesses that may or may not yield to our research. As long as you stick to good you'll never have real growth.

3. Process is more important than outcome. When the outcome drives the process we will only ever go to where we've already been. If process drives outcome we may not know where we’re going, but we will know we want to be there.

4. Love your experiments (as you would an ugly child). Joy is the engine of growth. Exploit the liberty in casting your work as beautiful experiments, iterations, attempts, trials, and errors. Take the long view and allow yourself the fun of failure every day.

5. Go deep. The deeper you go the more likely you will discover something of value.

6. Capture accidents. The wrong answer is the right answer in search of a different question. Collect wrong answers as part of the process. Ask different questions.

7. Study. A studio is a place of study. Use the necessity of production as an excuse to study. Everyone will benefit.

8. Drift. Allow yourself to wander aimlessly. Explore adjacencies. Lack judgment. Postpone criticism.

9. Begin anywhere. John Cage tells us that not knowing where to begin is a common form of paralysis. His advice: begin anywhere.

10. Everyone is a leader. Growth happens. Whenever it does, allow it to emerge. Learn to follow when it makes sense. Let anyone lead.

11. Harvest ideas. Edit applications. Ideas need a dynamic, fluid, generous environment to sustain life. Applications, on the other hand, benefit from critical rigor. Produce a high ratio of ideas to applications.

12. Keep moving. The market and its operations have a tendency to reinforce success. Resist it. Allow failure and migration to be part of your practice.

13. Slow down. Desynchronize from standard time frames and surprising opportunities may present themselves.

14. Don’t be cool. Cool is conservative fear dressed in black. Free yourself from limits of this sort.

15. Ask stupid questions. Growth is fueled by desire and innocence. Assess the answer, not the question. Imagine learning throughout your life at the rate of an infant.

16. Collaborate. The space between people working together is filled with conflict, friction, strife, exhilaration, delight, and vast creative potential.

17. ____________________. Intentionally left blank. Allow space for the ideas you haven’t had yet, and for the ideas of others.

18. Stay up late. Strange things happen when you’ve gone too far, been up too long, worked too hard, and you're separated from the rest of the world.

19. Work the metaphor. Every object has the capacity to stand for something other than what is apparent. Work on what it stands for.

20. Be careful to take risks. Time is genetic. Today is the child of yesterday and the parent of tomorrow. The work you produce today will create your future.

21. Repeat yourself. If you like it, do it again. If you don’t like it, do it again.

22. Make your own tools. Hybridize your tools in order to build unique things. Even simple tools that are your own can yield entirely new avenues of exploration. Remember, tools amplify our capacities, so even a small tool can make a big difference.

23. Stand on someone’s shoulders. You can travel farther carried on the accomplishments of those who came before you. And the view is so much better.

24. Avoid software. The problem with software is that everyone has it.

25. Don’t clean your desk. You might find something in the morning that you can’t see tonight.

26. Don’t enter awards competitions. Just don’t. It’s not good for you.

27. Read only left-hand pages. Marshall McLuhan did this. By decreasing the amount of information, we leave room for what he called our "noodle."

28. Make new words. Expand the lexicon. The new conditions demand a new way of thinking. The thinking demands new forms of expression. The expression generates new conditions.

29. Think with your mind. Forget technology. Creativity is not device-dependent.

30. Organization = Liberty. Real innovation in design, or any other field, happens in context. That context is usually some form of cooperatively managed enterprise. Frank Gehry, for instance, is only able to realize Bilbao because his studio can deliver it on budget. The myth of a split between "creatives" and "suits" is what Leonard Cohen calls a 'charming artifact of the past.'

31. Don’t borrow money. Once again, Frank Gehry’s advice. By maintaining financial control, we maintain creative control. It’s not exactly rocket science, but it’s surprising how hard it is to maintain this discipline, and how many have failed.

32. Listen carefully. Every collaborator who enters our orbit brings with him or her a world more strange and complex than any we could ever hope to imagine. By listening to the details and the subtlety of their needs, desires, or ambitions, we fold their world onto our own. Neither party will ever be the same.

33. Take field trips. The bandwidth of the world is greater than that of your TV set, or the Internet, or even a totally immersive, interactive, dynamically rendered, object-oriented, real-time, computer graphic–simulated environment.

34. Make mistakes faster. This isn’t my idea -- I borrowed it. I think it belongs to Andy Grove.

35. Imitate. Don’t be shy about it. Try to get as close as you can. You'll never get all the way, and the separation might be truly remarkable. We have only to look to Richard Hamilton and his version of Marcel Duchamp’s large glass to see how rich, discredited, and underused imitation is as a technique.

36. Scat. When you forget the words, do what Ella did: make up something else ... but not words.

37. Break it, stretch it, bend it, crush it, crack it, fold it.

38. Explore the other edge. Great liberty exists when we avoid trying to run with the technological pack. We can’t find the leading edge because it’s trampled underfoot. Try using old-tech equipment made obsolete by an economic cycle but still rich with potential.

39. Coffee breaks, cab rides, green rooms. Real growth often happens outside of where we intend it to, in the interstitial spaces -- what Dr. Seuss calls "the waiting place." Hans Ulrich Obrist once organized a science and art conference with all of the infrastructure of a conference -- the parties, chats, lunches, airport arrivals — but with no actual conference. Apparently it was hugely successful and spawned many ongoing collaborations.

40. Avoid fields. Jump fences. Disciplinary boundaries and regulatory regimes are attempts to control the wilding of creative life. They are often understandable efforts to order what are manifold, complex, evolutionary processes. Our job is to jump the fences and cross the fields.

41. Laugh. People visiting the studio often comment on how much we laugh. Since I've become aware of this, I use it as a barometer of how comfortably we are expressing ourselves.

42. Remember. Growth is only possible as a product of history. Without memory, innovation is merely novelty. History gives growth a direction. But a memory is never perfect. Every memory is a degraded or composite image of a previous moment or event. That’s what makes us aware of its quality as a past and not a present. It means that every memory is new, a partial construct different from its source, and, as such, a potential for growth itself.

43. Power to the people. Play can only happen when people feel they have control over their lives. We can't be free agents if we’re not free.




::i will work for bruce mau. give me 2 years::

Thursday, July 12, 2007

my bored.com personality

You are a suspicious person and have some paranoid tendencies.You think you are very intelligent.You deny your needs and can be passive aggressive.

they figured this out from a drawing. i dont know how to feel because this is a mildly offensive conclusion and as much as bored.com is not the most credible source, this personality analysis is kinda sorta dead on.

i guess im that transparent. fuck.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

harry potter and the order of the phoenix

read the book.

Friday, July 6, 2007

this is just a great idea

plain and simple.

http://www.nytimes.com/2007/07/06/arts/06univ.html?pagewanted=1&_r=1&th&emc=th

Monday, July 2, 2007

going stir crazy.

so i have decided that i need to take another trip. it just needs to happen. and i prefer it to be in latin america. today at work for a project i made a little album about my carnaval experience in ecuador and it makes me miss my latina life. i miss figuratively danza slapping the shit out of people when they realize i speak spanish; i miss the crazy dancing and the unifying voice of the clubs when "que calor" or "atrevete-te" or (especially) "pasame la botella" comes on; i miss being able to openly talk about poo (you know you do this so dont deny it) with my travel buddies and it not make them uncomfortable; i miss the random cultural wake-up calls like the acceptability of peeing in public in peru during the daytime; i miss complaining about the cultural differences with other extranjeros but then realizing that those differences make the culture that much more unique and the experience the much more beautiful...

ok. im saving up for another latin american trip. any suggestions?