in...out...

lately its been really hard for me to breathe. i dont mean that metaphorically, i mean i actually have trouble breathing. at first i blamed it on the change in weather, but its three week consistency leads me to believe its more than allergies...

i believe its a physical manifestation of the ridiculous mental and emotional strain that is graduation. everyone around me is viewing it as such a finite end, as if our best years are now behind us. people are starting to call each other more to squeeze in that last lunch or coffee date or chapter house thursday. my friends have been finishing their last final/paper/project of their undergraduate career and having near breakdowns when they realize thats it...thats college.

thats right thats college. and now im ready for some new adventures.